29:11- "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Understand that God is the "Man with a plan." His love for you will never fade away. He loves you at your best and He loves you at your worst. So why do you worry about your life? If you have God, then you have all that you need to live a Blessed Life. Build a relationship with God and get to know Him because without God you are NOTHING!
Even when you feel like life is a blur, trust in God. I know that it is hard, I am not going to tell you that it is easy, but understand that God is not punishing you, He is preparing you. Trust His Plan and not your pain.
Romans 8:28- "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him who have been called according to His purpose."
Have faith in God and trust that His plan is the master plan, but "Faith without works is dead."- James 2:26
Take action on the vision that God keeps sending you. Pray to God and ask Him to reveal your gift, pray that He aligns you with your purpose. Just PRAY! Then work to build your Blessed Life!
-The Blessed Life